Lazy

I have often been told that “LAZY” is my middle name. The funny thing is I don’t totally disagree. I know when I am home I don’t do anything. I can spend the entire day lying in bed and just do nothing. And I am not going to lie I have done that before. As long as I have my laptop or tv along with my phone at my disposal I can survive for days in my room. You see my room is in the middle of my house and it has no windows so I can’t tell if its day or night outside unless I look at my phone. There are many times I wouldn’t even look at my phone because I either want to be left alone or I don’t want to be a part of the outside world. But once I leave my house I feel like energy just flows. I know when I am at work I am running here, there and everywhere and I am fine. I think when I am at work I feel like I must always prove myself but when I am home I don’t have to do anything I don’t want to. I hope this does change because I know it wouldn’t be beneficial later on when I get my own place.